Think Pink!

Thursday, November 11, 2004

where the hell've I been all this time!!

Okay so there's a hell of a lot to catch up on with me and I'm sure I'll probably forget stuff (maybe for your sanity and mine it's best that I do). It's not exactly been the most pink time over the last few months - more a kind of foul mix of angry red and manky, sickly green with the odd pink speck just to lighten things up a bit! Since I don't like this mix very much and I'm trying to pull myself out of this heavy mire anyway I promise to try to concentrate on the pretty pink bits in this update. Where to start?............
I'm still hanging around waiting to hear about what's going to happen to me and my career in uni but at least on Monday I should know what my assignment results are - what will I do if it's not good news?! I've been sad, scared and depressive as it is. Oh shit, before I've even gone into any of the other manky bad stuff that's hurting me at the moment I can see that this concentrating on the pink happy stuff isn't working so far - SORRY! La, la, la, try again....Guess what my yummy Phil n me did at Halloween. We both got dressed up in homemade costumes and went to a charity party. Phil went as a zombie with torn-up clothes and green makeup. Me, I went as a cat. Black boots ( which Phil had carefully covered with bin liners so they matched the shiny black tail he made me - he's an absolute star!), black fluffy jumper, little hotpants and a mask with ears that I made with a little help.. dramatic eye makeup, blonde hair left down and hey presto, fairly shiny authentic looking catwoman! I enjoyed it and the fact that it was all for a charity made it all even more worthwhile! Plus it was nice to get together with a group of really good people we probably don't see enough and besides, there was beer (hee, hee!).
My little brother just phoned me a minute ago. I'm really pleased because I've been missing him a lot and wasn't expecting to hear from him as he's out in Iraq with REME at the moment. I feel better now, about this and all of the above ( even the unmentioned stuff) and now I'm off to make myself a much needed cup of tea and wait for my Phil to come home cos I wanna put a smile on his face........